you dont make it easy

I must help though you don’t make it easy
Don’t you see we are linked in ways you haven’t felt yet but I have known?

I have known your heart so well, it is not finished it’s openness -
You have known your struggle
I have known what your heart wants
What your heart wants
what your heart wants

The heart first must be free to feel the depth of it’s opening
This is no joke, nor can it be denied.

I must help even though you don’t make it easy
This has been our way.

I can’t help laughing and wonder why I care and why you never give me any signs of real
encouragement.

We are old now and the link only grows in its’ mystery to link us
I know you sense this
Perhaps this even frustrates you
You sense how crazy and determined I am
I know this scares you.

Only the heart can make sense of this
Only the heart can free us all from such dilemmas of apparent relationship
of endless links that always come around again.

I know what will finally happen
We will call it:
FULL SATISFACTION!