So you want your own life
So you want your own life
So you want your independence
Want to create your own events for your own glory
I can stand on the sidelines and applaud your efforts and remain quiet
when those efforts are only delusions of vanity
After all, all want to be worshipped and no one wants to give love
Why should you be any different?
Why should you understand that the humbler position and that the gift
of giving is what makes happiness possible?
You want to possess whatever is beautiful and whatever gives pleasure
But real beauty and real happiness cannot be possessed, it can only
possess you and you can only give your self away in a wondrous act of
submission to the very real that you want to own and dictate to your
sense of personal ownership over
I don’t believe in your kind of worship – a worship that only reinforces
you lonely separate self
You won’t be touched, you won’t be owned and you will stand alone;
independent
You have your own life
You want your own life
You are free
You are not owned
Your bliss cannot be felt without true worship and that worship can
only come about when you give up the most precious thing to you; the
thing that you prize the most and always assert: Your Independence
So here is your life
It is your life
Here is my life
It is a life
A life freely given; a life not possessing, a life of adoration to what I
AM not to what I can have
I wait and stand on the sidelines
I cannot be possessed or dictated to; I can only be really noticed and if
you give yourself completely to this giving of this noticing then I will
possess you and become you and liberate you from your delusion of
separate happiness
You will then life your live with your very Self seen and lived and
enjoyed and the bliss of what I am and the bliss of what you are will
be a beauty that is lived and a happiness that is experienced in every act
in every moment
All this seriousness of the quest for personal fulfillment will be seen
for the sad delusion that it is
I wait for that day
I look forward to the day when what you prize most is seen for the
death trap that it is
I pray for you wisdom
I yearn for your true love
I will be seen
I always win
I always get my man
It is what he most desires
He will understand
He must understand what true worship is
