I am the deepest intimate

I am not afraid to identify with any feeling
Any quality I can feel and be
I am not afraid to be lost or swept away into fear or ecstasy
I don't prefer aloneness
I do seek in all things
I seek a drama
Not of territory or ownership right
I seek proudly the beauties of life
I want to touch everything
I am not afraid to be entirely human
I am not embarrassed that human expression has need
Though I live in the company of realizers
I only care to be known as their lover and humble servant
I want to praise the weakest person and tease the strongest
I do not have the freedom of the Jnani
To sit, detached abiding as Self
I willingly forget my own Abidance as Self
To play with all on their imagined journey
Identifying with their need to be loved
I give love in any form their desire has
I do not see or know the Self as sexless
I feel my own state as a woman flowing with milk
And a man full of desire
Though I am the source of life
Life dictates to me the play of its form
Though creation is chaotic and has tumbled forth from its source
I worship life and feel no dilemma in its contradictions
There is no betrayal left in me
I will honor even your darkest sin
It means nothing to me
I can never turn away from you be sinner or lover or realizer
I cannot watch myself guarding myself from temptation
I have eaten the apple and the tree of life grows as me
I love and worship humanness
The Divine is not in need of it
I shout when the room is full of Silence
I beg you to see and feel what is true
I am the deepest and only intimate you have ever had
I need all your love